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suit that looked a little short in the pants, but that was because he was so tall and grow ing all the time. Kitty and Bert began to dance to the rec ord player, and then Betty and Red joined them. Harry finally asked Sylvia to dance, which left Bob and me facing each other "across the chocolate cake. He sat down on the couch with me, and again I had the funny feeling he didn’t really see me — he seemed to look just beyond me. Maybe he didn’t care about girls because someone long ago had broken his heart. "Do you go to many parties?” I asked him. "I don’t know many people in New York,” he said. “I just came here last fall from Bos ton.” I tried to think of something to say about Boston, but I couldn’t. He fingered his bow tie, which had veered to one side, and we watched the dancers. I hoped he couldn’t hear how my heart jumped around. “I suppose you took a lot of Boston girls to parties?” I asked. It was a subtle way of finding out if he was in love with somebody back there. "No,” he said uncertainly. Then Kitty danced up to us. “Doesn’t Sally Smith look simply lovely in that dress?” “Sallv Smith?” Bob asked I swallowed •> Betty and Red screamed with laughter, and all of a sudden I realized what had happened to me 1 he new boy was going to be .pretty much of a problem but Sally went after him — the hard way riage.” It came out all wrong — or rather, too accurately, because it proved that I loved Bob and that he was indifferent. I assured myself that the crossing-out test probably meant nothing at all, but I wanted to be comforted so I phoned Kitty, my best friend, who knew Bob better than I did because she took Math with him as well as French. “Maybe he has a middle name,” she soothed. "That would make all the difference.” “But,” I said realistically, “he is indiffer ent. He never seems to see me. I can’t go on this way, just yearning. What do you sup pose makes men notice women?” “Well,” she said thoughtfully after a min ute, “dogs help. Two girls in this apartment house have dogs that they take out at night to meet boys and start conversations.” “But Bob lives way down on Eleventh Street. Even if I had a dog I wouldn’t be able to air it down there.” The crooner had started “Deep Night,” and my throat began to ache, because I could smell spring through the open window. “I tell you what,” Kitty said breathlessly, “I’ll ask him to my birthday party next week. I’ll phone him right now, and then call you back and tell you what he says.” "His number is Chelsea 7-2461,” I told her. I knew the number by heart. It seemed ages before she called back. "I’ll repeat his exact words,” she said. “ ‘Yes, A Short Short Story I should have been doing my homework, but instead I tuned in a crooner, softly, so that Mother wouldn’t hear it in the next room. It seemed incredible that just the year before I’d been deeply in love with this voice. Now it was only a means to an end. “The next song he sings,” I whispered to myself, “is what Bob Warner thinks of me.” My crooner sang, “I Can’t Give You Any thing But Love, Baby,” and I sighed happily. Maybe Bob was in love with me and was too shy to indicate it. He never seemed to notice any of the girls in school. In French class he usually nodded if I managed to catch his eye, and if we met in the hall he said “Hello,” but he always seemed to focus on a point just beyond my shoulder, and I wasn’t even sure he knew my name. I decided to try the super stitious little test all the girls used when they got crushes. I wrote my'name, “Sally Smith,” on a piece of paper, and then I wrote “Robert Warner” underneath. I crossed out all the a’s in the two names and then counted the letters that re mained as “Love, Hate, Indifference, Mar BY BETTY BYBD Illustrated by Bruce Bomberger I’ll come. Where do you live?’ That’s all.” I didn’t believe the week would ever end, and all the time I was thinking of what I’d wear to make Bob notice me. Mother was against high heels, but I pleaded so hard that she bought me a pair. “See.” she said, when I put them on and tottered across the shoe store, “you can’t even stand in them. It’s absolutely ridiculous for a fifteen-year-old girl. .. ” But she let me have them, and then I started my fight for a sleeveless evening dress with sequins. Mother refused to consider se quins. but we bought a blue dress without sleeves. The neckline was very sophisticated. On Friday night I dressed at Kitty’s, be cause Mother wouldn’t have allowed me to wear lipstick. Finally Betty and Sylvia and Red and Harry came, and everybody admired the chocolate cake, which took up nearly all of a small table and had 16 pink candles. I wondered how any of them could possibly be hungry; then I realized that of course they weren’t in love. Kitty had a little crush on Bert, but it didn’t amount to anything because it wasn’t profound. Finally, when I was sure he wasn’t going to come, Bob arrived. He said "Hello” to Kitty and Mrs. Parsons, and then he went over and stood by Harry. I pretended not to notice him, but I heard everything he said. He said, “Gosh, what a cake.” He wore a dark blue little too loud, because he looked at me, startled. “Oh. Yes.” “You ought to dance,” Kitty said. “This is a wonderful tune.” Bob and I got up, and when my cheek touched his lapel, my heart jumped around worse than ever. The tune was "Lover Come Back to Me,” which was slow, and hard to keep your balance to, and I wished I’d prac ticed dancing with the high heels. I closed my eyes in order to follow better, and we went around the room twice. Then suddenly my heel turned and I sat down on something soft. At first I thought it was the couch — then I heard shrieks and felt something moist. It was the chocolate cake! I turned around to look at it. It was flat tened out from three layers to one enormous layer that spread out over the plate and squished onto the mahogany table. Mrs. Parsons came running with a towel, and she and Kitty began rubbing at my dress. Bob just stood there, fidgeting. Betty and Red screamed with laughter, and all of a sudden I realized where the rest of the chocolate cake was and how I must look —bent over being scrubbed. I pulled away from Kitty and Mrs. Parsons, ran out of the room into the hall and jerked open the front door. It was five blocks to my house and I ran all the way. I wanted to die, because there wasn’t any point in living. I AWAk'PMKTl ilKruit olmron tVtnnbfol n A 1 — A. that it was a Saturday and that I wouldn’t have to face school. I told Mother that if the phone rang I didn’t want to answer it. I couldn’t even bear to talk to Kitty. The sunlight was bright on the dressing table skirt, and I watched it spotlighting a rose in the chintz. I wished it hadn’t been spring. I wanted rain to cry to, and bleakness. I turned over and tucked my head into the pillow, and after a while I went to sleep again. It was almost dusk when Mother came in with a tray. “A boy called you,” she said. “Bob Warner. He said he wanted you to go to a basketball game.” It seemed incredible. He wanted to see me again! And tonight! I blurted out the whole story to Mother, and told her how much I loved him. “Why do you suppose he called me?” I asked. “Unless he’s just sorry for me?” Well,” she said, “I don’t know him, dear. But from what you tell me about him, I don’t believe he called because he was sorry for you. I think you’re probably the first girl he ever really noticed." The End